In 2016, after OHSU refused to correct falsehoods in my medical records, I tried to find another health care provider that I could work with. In this effort, I returned briefly to the Multnomah County Health Department East County clinic who were my regular providers about 2006 and 2010. I’d left over issues with my pain management plan. My previous doctor, Dr Henninger couldn’t take me on as a patient, so I began to see a woman named Sara Mitenbuler, FNP.
At our first visit on Sept 26, 2016, Mitenbuler diagnosed me as having a “caffeine concern” and a “weight concern.” She wrote “Experienced sexual harassment in last job which has been a big deal for her, has filed cases for this in the past” – referring the the Title IX complaint I filed at Portland Community College, and yes, I’d say that I found the constant sexual harassment and mobbing at a publicly funded college from students and professors that included hidden cameras in fire sprinklers all over campus including the women’s bathroom and locker rooms, not to mention the same kind of surveillance going on in my own apartment – distressing. Who wouldn’t?
This provider referred me to pain management and I went along with this for a period of time, riding an hour each way on public transportation to a pain management clinic and doing everything they told me (which did include a psychological assessment and therapy groups), but was soon clear that none of it was particularly scientific or of much use.
Another misleading sentence in these records is “narcotics don’t seem to have prevented them from coming.” I don’t use oxycodone to “prevent” pain, I use it to treat pain.
These records were provided to me in an image format which I can’t search, but it looks like Mitenbuler did not diagnose me with a mental illnesses until the second visit regarding back pain on November 30, 2016. She didn’t tell me about this diagnosis nor is it clear to me why it shows up at all. It looks like a routine back-pain related visit.
April 19, 2017 is a telemedicine call. Provider claims that I “fear” this call is being recorded. I can’t remember this phone call but considering the content and context seems weird that I would express concern over the call being recorded as a “fear,” being as I later ask to record visits myself and am turned down. It’s hard to know what she’s talking about, or if this even happened, without more context or documentation (like a recording of the phone call). During this period of time I was actually experiencing severe directed energy attacks that at the time I believed were coming residences, businesses, cars, and neighboring apartments (and they may have been). I documented a lot of this. Also, my next door neighbor and his friend, and my daughter’s uncle were both “randomly” murdered (shot, stabbed) in parking lots in two separate instances on the night of March 19-20, a month earlier. So there was a lot going on. This was one month before the Portland train (Hollywood Max) stabbings.
By the next visit on September 6, 2017 I was aware that there I had biomedical implants in my body that were being used as part of a weapons system to cause harm. The reason I knew that is they had been activated and moved around one by one so I could feel them tugging or poking at me. Also, I was starting to notice red spots on my skin appearing along with pain, not just on my back but on my legs as well. So, for example, with no explanation, I might suddenly experience flu-like symptoms simultaneous with back pain and I aching legs, but on my legs I’d see a spray of spots, and my back would also sometimes get red. And then it would go away. I also noticed scars of unknown origin on my hands, and I noticed that red and brown spots were appearing on my arms, hands, and face, in mechanical looking formations – like I could see a row of dots (freckles), evenly spaced, down my arm and down my cheeks. The dots or freckles were arranged in lines, in pairs, or in triangle patterns – but every night more dots would appear so over time the clarity of the pattern might be obscured. My intent on September 6 was to document this kind of thing, and if possible, take photos to put into the records. That way, I thought, we could have a snapshot in my medical records, and over time it would help document how this situation was progressing or changing.
The medical records from this visit state “Pt insists that author type constantly to record her info as she wanted to tape record appt and this author will not permit that. Whenever author stops typing- pt requests she continue to type.” I wanted, and asked permission, to audio-record the visit for the purpose of documentation and accountability. As for the typing, I wanted to properly document the symptoms and signs that I discerned were linked to implanted devices and electrical attacks. To that end, I had written out a list of symptoms ahead of time, and I read the list out loud. I wanted it all to get into my record, which is what you see under the heading “review of systems.” So although I was “punished” for asking the doctor to correctly document symptoms by being made to seem ridiculous, in fact my goal of documentation was accomplished. I just think that the ends I have to go to to get even the simplest clarity in part of my medical records – recording a simple list of symptoms – is absurd.
I was told there was no way to put photos into the medical records.
Then there is how the visit ended – “when this author expressed concern for mental health and offered referral and WHO with psychiatric professional (sic) pt becomes agitated and loudly proclaims, ‘I worry about you and your profession!’ Pt positions herself between provider and door at which point visit was abruptly ended by this author. Pt escorted out of facility.” It looks like I was assuming a threatening posture, as if I were going to attack the provider. This was not the case. What was happening is that after I related this set of symptoms – and if you read the symptoms, they should be concerning – taken together, I would think that it appears that something out of the ordinary is going on, and an objective observe I would think would at least consider the idea that one of the possibilities would include some kind of wireless electrical attack or effect. Instead,she started pushing very hard for psychological treatment, saying “I am worried about you.” That is when I responded (did not yell) “I am worried about your profession.” What I meant is, I had been having the same problems with multiple providers, and the problem wasn’t me. There is something going on in the medical community. It is possible I was moving toward the door in anticipation of exiting. It was not because I intended to be combative or assault her, and I do not believe that she actually thought I wanted to assault her. I do suspect she may have felt guilty because she knew she was involved in malfeasance, and deliberately committing malpractice, and projected her own anxiety onto me, or maybe it was simpler than that – she was just trying to eke as much drama as possible out of the moment. To this end, she called out the door for security feigning endangerment. I believe this was my last visit with Sara Mitenbuler.